A friend of mine did something which I felt was not right. It may be normal for her though, or it may not be, but I thought that as a close friend of hers, I would tell her how I feel about it. Did not accuse her of anything, did not scold her and never did I try to judge her. All I did was to tell her that

“Hey, I just feel that what you did is not right. How would XXXX feel bout it. If I were him, I’d feel very sad.”

The outcome??? She got mad of course. Should have known its not any of my business. Should have known not to be too nosy. Should have known that it doesn’t pay to be nice. Should have just kept my mouth shut.

When you’re feeling depressed and lonely, the last thing you want is for someone to come online and tell you

“don’t try to read me when you can’t. like remember you were tryin to tell me things abt my relationship when u dont’ know what’s happening”

True I may not know what’s happening but I did not even try to read or judge you. All I said was how I felt and for you to think on the consequences your action may have.

I’ve had enough of this shit. What’s that you say???? I get petty when you talk about your relationship??? Since when??? Am just so pissed off everytime you start putting the blame on me when I don’t think I’ve did anything wrong.

Just doesn’t pay to be nice….

FINALLY!!!!

My blog is back online again. I went offline for a day cos i keep getting spammed. During the time it was offline, I upgraded my blog to the latest version of wordpress and installed a spam blocker hack. The spam blocker seems to work so far. Lets hope it keeps up.

Had lots of difficulty upgrading but glad everything is all right. I hate spam. DAMN the texas holdem spammer…..

Been receiving lots of spam post on my blog. The last wave posted bout 400+ comments. Had to waste so much time just to delete all those spam comments. This time around, it was 100+ comments. Worse of all is when I know the spamming is ongoing and I can’t do anything to stop it. In the end, I had to put my blog offline for a few hours just to stop the spam.

Wordpress had better start doing something to allow users to have more control over spam. Lets hope that I don’t receive any more spam for now. Else my blog would be put offline for another few hours.

Should you happen to find a page not found error when trying to view my blog, its still there but put offline temporarily due to spam. Do come back again in a couple of hours.

My exam results were released today. Was wondering if I should go check out my results or just forget it. Was so afraid that I would fail my subjects.

Remembered going into the exam room not long ago to take my exams. Some of the papers were damn hard. I was strugling with most of the subjects. Especially for Database System and Software Engineering. Was perspiring like mad. Didn’t even have time to complete the paper. C programming paper was also tough. It was an open book exam and I printed out all the relevant papers I need. Halfway through the exam, I started searching for this one paper but couldn’t find it. Realised that someone must have took mine by mistake when I was revising in the school lab. Was so pissed off. Really needed the paper. Couldn’t do the question properly in the end. The paper really tested me to the best of my potential.

Well, I finally decided to check my results. Was preparing myself for the worst. Open the site, log in and click on check results. Results slowly came into view. When it finished loading, I was so happy. I passed all my subjects. Not as well as I wanted to but still good enough I guess.

Programming Principles 2J —–76% ( Distinction )
Programming Principles 2A —–91% ( Higher Distinction )
Software Engineering 1A ———65% ( Credit )
Intro to Database Systems——-65% ( Credit )

Am a bit disappointed with my last 2 subjects but still quite happy with the overall results.

Just read a letter from my reservist unit, 682 SIR. Am currently the Senior Medic of my unit, in charge of the medical support and personal of my battalion. Letter states that I will be posting out of 682 SIR with effect from 30th June 2004. My new unit will be SNSR OS, RPC.

NO!!!!!!! Don’t post me out. Damn you…. Why have I been posted out? Have I not been running my medical team efficiently for the last 2 training? Have I not met any objectives or requirement for the medical support of my batallion? Why the HELL, have I been posted out???? Could it be because I defered my training for a yr? I did tell the chief clerk not to post me out and she said I won’t, since I’m one of the appointment holders. So why, have I been posted out now????

I dun wanna be posted out. I want back my position in 682 SIR. I wanna remain as the Senior Medic of 682 SIR. That’s where all my close friends and buddies are. Those friends that I’ve spend almost 2 years with, through thick and thin. There’s a very strong bond between them and me and by posting me to another unit, you have taken away all this away from me…. Give me back my appointment in 682 SIR and don’t post me out….

To make matters worse, I don’t even know what my new unit is. SNSR OS, RPC. What unit is that? Am already happy with my appointment in 682 SIR. It will be bad if they post me to another unit and I have to lead people whom I don’t know and have never had any bond with. Will be worse if my appointment was taken away and I end up as just a follower instead of the leader… Arrrrrrgggghhhhhhhhh…..

Looks like I got to call 682 SIR and ask why the HELL, have I been posted. Damn you guys…